[Chorus x 2]
Sayin' goodbye,
I'm sayin' good bye to Hollywood
Sayin' goodbye,
I'm sayin' good bye to Hollywood
Sayin' goodbye,
I'm sayin' good bye to Hollywood
Sayin' goodbye,
I'm sayin' good bye to Hollywood
(Hollywood why
do I feel this way?)
[Verse 1]
I thought i had it
all figured out i did
I thought i was tough enough
to stick it out with Kim
But i wasnt tough enough
to juggle two things at once
I found myself layin'
on my knees in cuffs
Which shoulda been a reason
enough for me to get
my stuff and just leave
How come I couldn't see
this shit myself? it's just me
Nobody coulda seen
this shit i felt
knowin' damn well she wasn't
gonna be there when I fell
to catch me,
the minute she was seen,
she just bailed,
I'm standin' and swingin' on
like thirty people by myself
I couldn't even see
the millimeter when it fell,
turned around saw Gary stashin'
the heater in his belt
saw the bouncers rush him
and beat him to the ground,
I just sold two million records,
I don't need to go to jail
I'm not about to lose
my freedom over no female,
I need to slow down,
get my feet on solid ground
so for now I'm...
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]
I, bury my face in comic books,
cus I don't want to look at nothin',
this world's too much,
I've swallowed all I could
If I could swallow a
bottle of Tylenol I would,
and end it for good,
just say goodbye to Hollywood
I probably should,
these problems
are piling all at once,
cus everything that bothers me,
I got it bottled up
I think I'm bottomin' out,
but I'm not about to give up,
I gotta get up,
thank God, I got a little girl
and I'm a responsible father,
so not a lot of good,
I'd be to my daughter,
layin' in the bottom of the mud
must be in my blood
cus I don't know
how I do it,
all I know is I don't want
to follow in the footsteps of my dad,
cus I hate him so bad,
the worst fear that I had
was growin' up to be
like his fuckin' ass
man if you could understand why
I am the way that I am,
what do I say to my fans
when I tell 'em (I'm)...
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
I don't wanna quit, but shit,
I feel like
this is it,
for me to have this much
appeal like this is sick
this is not a game,
this fame,
in real life this is sick,
publicity stunt my ass,
conceal my fuckin' dick
fuck the guns, I'm done,
I'll never look at Gats (6),
if I scrap, I'll scrap like
I ain't never whupped some ass
I love my fans, but no one ever puts
a grasp on the fact,
I've sacrificed everything I have
I never dreamt I'd get
to the level that I'm at,
this is wack,
this is more
than I ever coulda asked
everywhere I go, a hat,
a sweater hood, or mask,
what about math,
how come I wasn't
ever good at that?
It's like the boy in the bubble,
who never could adapt,
I'm trapped,
if I could go back,
I never woulda rapped
I sold my soul to the devil,
I'll never get it back,
I just wanna leave
this game with level head intact
Imagine goin' from bein'
a no one to seein',
everything blow up
and all you did
was just grow up mcing
It's fuckin' crazy,
cus all I wanted
was to give Hailie the life
I never had,
but instead I forced us to
live alienated, so I'm sayin'...
[Chorus]
[Outro]
Goodbye
Goodbye Hollywood (Goodbye)
Please don't cry for me
(It's been real)
When I'm gone for good
(This shit is not for me)
Goodbye Goodbye Hollywood
(I'm not a fuckin' star)
Please don't cry for me
(No way)
When I'm gone for good
(I'm goin' back home)
[Chorus x 2]
